FULAMAK!!

WALAAAOOO EHHH!!!

I completed 2 freakin folios in one dayyyy!! ToT


WHO CARES. WEEELLLL.. I have Hemnesh sitting beside me so lemme make this quick.

Okokokokokok!! I'd like to do abit of advertising here. YOU GUYS HAVE TO FREAKIN TRY BUKIT KEPAYANG'S NASI LEMAK!! IT'S LIKE THE BEST!! SERIOUSLY.



OH OH OH OH!! I'm so hyper. ._.

AND GUESS WHAT WE'RE WATCHING.... AHAHAH! JUST JOKING. LAWL.

YAYYY!!! I'm downloading pokemon soulsilver!! XDD

GoodBye.

well.. maybe things weren't meant to be this way. I made this decision. I think... Im gonna stick to it until the very end. I dont know what to do or say. I have to let go. I want to kiss you goodbye. hug you. Hold you. Tell you I'm sorry. But... Something tells me it'll never work out like this. Cos it's too late.

Even if we do go on together, everything will be different. we won't be relaxed with who we are cos every second we spend together will be filled with anxiousness. " Did i say the wrong word? I shouldnt scold her. It's my fault." So maybe things werent meant to be. I just wanna say the last goodbye, My love.

Wipe those tears and go on... Without me.

Guilty Day

Haiss.. School was awful today. For me la... I mean the day was fine until i did something.... Stupid. You know that glue bottle thing? (the long one that's about 4cm thick if you measure with a ruler?)
Yeahh.. My friend, Kah Yee, has this strawberry plush thing and I put it on top of the glue bottle so it'd look like a dick. Yeahh, We do stupid stuff in our class. Ok fine. Only I do these kinda things.
SO..... I wanted to make it abit more real. I took off the glue cap and spread it around the strawberry. And i showed it to Lock and he was like 'Let's throw it at kah yee' Then i was like no, she'll get mad if it gets stuck in her hair. So In the end Lock just walked all the way to Kah Yee's table and gave it to her.
Kah Yee's Face [ :) ]--->[ O.o ]---->[ >:( ]
Well.. I feel REALLY Bad... She didnt even want to talk to me. I just want to say I'm sorry ok? So... SORRYYY!!! Please forgive me!!! ToT

Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry soryy soryy sorry sorry sorry sosrry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sory sorry osrry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry osrryy sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry osrry sorry sorry sorry soryy sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorryy sorry sorry osryy sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry soryr!!!!!!!!!!

I did not copy and paste.

Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sory sorry osrry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry osrry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry osrry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sosrry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry osrry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorryy y sorry osyrr soryy sorry sorry sorry sorry soryy sorryyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Time

Time passes by so fast yet so slow... Don't know what i mean?

Well.. It's fast cause The things you dont want are coming so quickly. PMR, sooner or later SPM. I'm kinda afraid of what the future is gonna hold for me. Where will i be... What will i do..? Will I stay with you forever? Will I be Me? Or will i just fade off.. and be someone.. I dont know. It's mind aching. God has a future for me. But we don't know what it is.. It's just terrifying.
Slow cause you have a quaint feeling that the future might be abit exciting. And what you want comes oh so slowly. Starting a family? Too far ahead but it brings a temporary peace of thought into my mind. How do you live life to the fullest if you're not sure of what life is ahead of you? Just full of worry.

Maybe some of you guys say 'You should just ignore those feelings and live your life to the fullest.' Maybe. But I know that I can't. There are just too many things to worry about. Can I live the silent life of peacefulness with no worries at all? I feel that small bit of assurance. But maybe it's false assurance. See. I'm at it again. Inside me, there is one clear voice giving me an answer that does not make me satisfied with what I feel. It says The Future Is Unpredictable. And that does NOT give me peace.

Now think back again. But this time. Imagine you have the power to control time. You can slow down, rewind, forward, or pause. Sadly, we can't do that. The thought of that brings me peace. And the song on my blog, makes it feel as if time is flowing in the slow mode way. And just listening to these kinda songs bring me a sentimental kinda feeling. But in the end.. This song won't last forever.....

Pissed Happy Pissed Happy Pissed Happy.

pissed happy pissed happy pi- WTF THIS AINT NO MOOD SWING.

It's not my fault if I'm pissed, then happy right? and then pissed again. Ok FINE! Maybe it is..

But not entirely my fault. So Today.. Im gonna write bout the things i HATE.

Let's count down.

5. Bitches. I know one bitch that keeps getting away with annoying me in my life at school. Seriously she pisses me off. I'd throw a brick at her head if i could get away with it. Urgh.

4. Assholes. Sometimes these people pretend to be your friends and all nice but are actually bitches. (Refer to 5)

3. Down right rude people. Gotta avoid those.

2. Cockroaches.

1. Boredom.

BUT.. I would also want to say something else. I've learnt a few things today. I've learnt that.. you really gotta appreciate what you have. Why do I have to look at the downside of things when I have such wonderful things around me? I love my buddies. Ines, Douglas, Yoseb, Kazuhito, My new classmate which i don't even remember his name (It's been a short while but we've been thru alot together), AND. NO. I did not forget you. Vandy. :) I <3 You. Life isn't about the things that you wanna have. But the things that you're going to make happen. I don't wanna lose you. So be with me til the end ok..?


-Kenny-

Wooooo!!!

I bet no one even looked at my blog yet. well of course, i didnt tell anyone to look at it. Or did I?

ANYWAYS!! Whats up you guys! this month. The month of July, has been PRETTY exciting for me. That's if you call staying after school everyday to use the computer in the cyber cafe then going home and facebook with my phone exciting, yeah....
School.
School's pretty hard for me this year. I mean there's the stress. And the bad thing is i flunked my final exam last year so i WAS stuck in the worse possible class ever created. 3. MURNI. I can smell it from here. And i also can smell the chee cheong fun that the guy sitting 3 comps away from me is eating. AND THENN!! I shifted to a better class just 2 weeks ago thanks to something that i did (Bad thing) and teacher saw that i have potential to do (I think) better instead of rotting away in a class like 3murni. So Yeah. that pretty much settled everything. :)

Oh i made new friends too. Like Jye Sou. and... Ok fine i didnt remember their names. Yet. And My old classmates from last year. Here's how things went.

Lock Chen Feng: Bitch you ignored me on the first day.

Cheah: WTH YOU'RE TOGETHER WITH ******* (He says he's not. Do YOU believe him?)

Sia: Somehow in someway became VERY popular in the 2 middle classes. He's kinda cool so dont judge a book by it's cover ;)

Theresa: I CANT BELIEVE YOU'RE WITH ***** (She says SHE'S not. Do YOU believe her?)

AND ALSO! I started having Science and Maths tuition this year. Lemme share something funny that happened yesterday. Ok it's not funny. It's been a year since i've had BM tuition so i told my friend that i wanna start again. He said ok seeya tonight (That was yesterday) and when i got there, teacher said he stopped giving tuition. The same day i wanted to start tuitioning again. LOL. FML. Nah not really. So my friend, Deswin, was like. YOU MUTHAJOHNTESHING JYNX!

Science and Maths tuition. A PLACE YOU CAN'T CONCENTRATE WITH THIS GUY AROUND!

>>>>DARVIN<<<<<

The most crappily funny indian guy armed with dirty jokes that i've ever met. :)

And also. There was Vandy, who said that i was retarded when she saw me for the first time. (Great)

Vivan.

Christopher MJ. What's up brutha!

Annndd the rest.

OH AND ALSO GUYS, IM SO EXCITED IM GOING TO BE THE MC FOR TALENTIME!! WOO!!

WTF. Great. Jack just told me that TRIALS ARE 30 DAYS AWAY AND PMR IS 90 DAYS AWAY. Thanks alot Jack. I feel so calm now. #@%@#%$@#%$#!!!!

I. NEED. MY. GLASSES. TO. STUDY. DOUGLAS. GIVE. THEM. BACK. TO. ME.